remarkable?

“the jane goody effect” – an example of how extreme the mutual exploitation of an individual and the media can become?  or… the rise in number of young women who are now getting pap tests because they buy into such exploitation?

if you picked the latter option, you’re dead on.  i’m personally not big into personalities, but in reading this article on nytimes.com, i find myself… what’s the word?… amazed by such a poignant example of how society and the individual affect each other, and how perhaps, we should be a little less involved in people’s lives, and perhaps a little less sensationalist (apparently some media outlets are now rethinking their stance on jane goody – now that she’s about to die).

anyway, i’ll let you read the article for yourself – it’s fairly short… and invite you to post any thoughts you might have, below.

happy reading!

wishing for more

as a university student, i was always proud of my education.  i mean, i’d complain as much as any student, though perhaps with a more vehement vocabulary, and a dash of feminist thought, but really, i was proud.  my high school education was one of the best in my city, and when i travelled and talked to friends in other parts, i realized it was possibly one of the best in general.  my university degree, though it was a science degree, required that i take courses in the humanities, arts, and languages, and i did with pleasure.  in addition to this, i kept up with the news as much as i could, and in terms of english literature, i consider myself better read than most of my peers. in my interactions with more prominent young baha’is, i knew full well that i lacked knowledge, understanding, and insight relative to them, but this i tried to remedy with ample amounts of service, through taking as many training courses as were available, and trying to engage others in meaningful conversations about the world and the baha’i faith.  so overall, i considered myself pretty well-off in the knowledge/understanding area, when it came to the world.

but, there was one area that i never cared to learn too much about… and, had i been more humble in my approach, perhaps i would’ve caught this deficiency sooner.  azar nafisi talks in her latest book, things i’ve been silent about, about how she wasn’t as concerned with her mom’s stories as she was concerned with the gaps in her mom’s stories. i am now learning that i should also be concerned with the gaps.

i am curious to know where the middle east played into my education.  in high school, i learned about colonialist expansion, and about how europe got together and drew a map over africa and split it up – like i might cut a pizza when i’m having friends over for dinner… but it wasn’t until december this year, in speaking to my mother, that i learned that europe did the same with the middle east!  where were the wars that were fought there since 1945?  for four years, i learned all about the cold war, the cuban missile crisis, vietnam, etc – of course, these all implicated the states and canada, but so did the hostage taking in 1980 in iran, did it not?  what about jimmy carter and camp david?  where was that stroke of american brilliance in my history lessons?

in university, i took anthropology classes, literature and culture, political science courses, religious studies… there i learned all about south american cultures, little pacific islands, africa (you’d think anthropologists only went to africa in the 20th century – asia doesn’t even exist in my textbooks); my literature course too – all of the post-colonial literature was centered on africa; my polisci course focused on democracy and change in the world…. but i learned only about locke, smith, marx, the states and africa (i even learned about mao and the cultural revolution!); religious studies, ok, we talked a bit about islam and about how muslims aren’t all terrorists.  thanks for the memo.  i didn’t realize that not all white people enjoyed raping whole continents either.  as if.

so where is the middle east?!

the irony is that growing up in central north america as a persian, you grow up with no other non-white friends.  i lived among blond, blue-eyed, church-going people… and that’s very much what i was – until my teacher decides to ask for the “persian opinion” and would pick on me.  but i hated everything to do with the middle east and iran, because of my environment.  so i never cared to learn about it.  so, when no one spoke about it at school,or in university (except to mention 9/11 and how terrible the war on terror is) – i never noticed, and in fact, i can look back now, and say… i was probably relieved.  again, this was another reason why i realized there were gaps in my education.

as i mentioned in my last post, i’ve taken to reading the new york times.  i don’t live anywhere near new york, but what i find is that they give more meat to the story than say, the online versions of the cbc, or the bbc (cnn i can’t even go near – it’s against everything i hold true).  this was about the same time as i started to learn more about the middle east, and suddenly… i began to understand why the middle east – especially, iran – and the states have so much against each other.  so when ahmadinejad asks for an apology from the US government for 60 years of meddling, i understand now why this is so important to iran-US relations (and also why it would never happen).

i say all this, because i just read an article about iran’s offer to washington to have a dialogue with respect and fairness.  i know, reading this, that i have no true understanding as to the forces at play, and the influence of history and politics on the back and forth that is currently taking place between iran and the US.  but i do know that for many westerners, it will be difficult to comprehend why this little dance even exists.  the sad part is that if we continue not learning about our past, or teaching our children about how much countries in our world affected each other, and are affecting each other – it will only lead to further misunderstanding.  in 20 years, when our leaders are made up of my generation, will anyone even remember why americans care if iranians arm themselves?  or will we just ready ourselves, aim our weapons, and fire at will?  or do we expect that we’ll just spontaneously gain insight into the nuances of foreign policy and then suddenly everyone will be happy and there’ll be peace on earth?

i, for one, wish that i’d learned more in the past.  i hope you’ll join me in trying to learn more about charting our future.

i’m back, and i have ideas.

so, years ago, i had a blog.  well… years is deceptive… up to two years ago i still posted on it, but as of late, i just haven’t had anything to say.   it was mostly a personal reflection sorta place, but when my life started going into upheaval, my writing stopped.  i simply didn’t have anything to say.

so here’s the lesson i learned from that – taking a break and stepping back from my life was a super good way to find new things to think about and discuss with others.

in taking a step back from my life, i’ve had the opportunity to ask some big questions – who am i as a baha’i?  how do i want to serve the world? what are my skills and abilities? and… interestingly, those questions led me to: who am i as a persian?

i have half a mind to just lay it all out on you right here – but i’m a scientist – and giving an outline is really how i do things.  so, this blog, i’ve decided, will be a mixture of odd quotations, news articles, book reviews, and some silliness – because we all need that!

let’s start with silliness.

i’ve taken to reading the new york times lately – which is remarkably unbiased, so kudos to them for not selling out – and came across this… article, or set of photos rather, called I LEGO N.Y. by christoph niemann.  i can’t really even describe it – it’s just amazing and funny at the same time.  and for coffee lovers, there’s another of nieman’s brilliant works entitled simply: coffee (i can’t decide which of these two i like more – they’re both so great!)